So I haven't been feeling good about myself, ever since my mom bought me that one shirt and it didn't fit.
Before summer started I told myself that I wanted to get fit, exercise eat healthier, lose some weight. I even bought myself the INSANITY workout. I was so excited and pumped, I told myself I can do it!!! It's my time!!
For the first 3 weeks, I was doing so good. INSANITY kicked my ass every day I did it, some of the moves I couldn't do it fully but I tried. I took more breaks than those 30 seconds on the DVD lol. I wanted to give up, and I skipped once or twice. It was hard. But I noticed my jeans fit a tiny bit better. My body felt better. I noticed I had a bit more energy.
But I guess I wasn't noticing the results that I wanted. (I always have this problem, I notice everything I put but I have unrealistic ideas about how the program is working.) I got busy. I'm too tired. I would rather read. I put every excuse out there, and stopped the program. I know I suck.
But I'm happy to tell you, that I started up on it again!!! I'm determine once again to do this, but this time is different!! I want to so bad to feel good about myself, mentally and physically, I NEED TO!!
|Me drenched in sweat after INSANITY!!|
KEEP GOING!! YOU ARE DOING GREAT!
How do you keep yourself motivated in your workout? or in life in general?